I would like to repeal my anti-crush statements
I posted an earlier blog about why I am anti-crush. However, I currently have a crush! Crushes are fun! Yes I said it.
I broke my long tradition a few months ago. I couldn't help it. I wanted so bad to not have a crush but he had the cutest little naughty smile I could barely stand it. Unfortunately he doesn't show much interest. I have already moved on and we are friends so no worries.
Then just a couple of weeks ago I found that there was a gentleman that I couldn't help but be attracted to. Yes please! But here is the thing... I have learned that I just have to keep it in check. If I just have a sweet little fun crush then when I find we are just friends it is no big deal. But in the mean time when I catch his eye across a room that is super fun too.
I think I have found the perfect balance. If you have a little crush or "squish", then when things go south you have no problems being friends. In the mean time you still have someone to get excited about. Someone to give you that little flutter in your stomach. Cause, come on, a girl needs to have something to get excited about once in awhile.